My head hurts. I thought you should be informed of this as I practice masochism for your sake. And of course by your sake I mean the sake of the random internet wanderer who happens upon this site and pauses long enough to read this before moving on to bigger and better things. Now where was I?
Did you ever have one of those days where you just don’t want to think? I’ve just had one of those days and it kind of sucks, just a wee bit. The head ache didn’t start until later in the evening but I’ve had that zoned out feeling all day. I finished my last History test of the semester and from here it’s all excess sleep and lounging in bed, for the most part. Unfortunately I’m not quite there yet. I still have a little bit of IT left that I really don’t want to do, but it’s due tomorrow so I don’t have a choice. It’s one of those big tests too, the kind you look at and decide it’s just not worth it. Well, I don’t get to do that. But I put it off because right now as I’m writing this, I really don’t feel like it.
I don’t want to think. I really would love to just shut down my brain completely and let it cool down for a while. I realize by the time you all will read this my head will feel much better and I may even have some energy, but as of now, I’m not feeling it. It’s kind of weird, really. I tend to get my best thoughts when I don’t want to think. The less I think, the better the ideas that come. I got two new story ideas while staring out the window this morning. Funny, no? I was also supposed to by studying at that point, but meh.
This is the hard thing about not thinking though. So many things require thought. I have to use my poor little brain to watch anime because I have to read the subtitles while keeping up with the visuals. A little more than my aching head can handle right now. I also can’t really play video games because they require decision making and I don’t want to deal with that right now either. I can’t read web comics, I can’t read period. Reading is the main thing, I think. I suppose I could knit if I really wanted to… but I don’t. I should be asleep but since I’m not going to school tomorrow I thought maybe I would stay up late, just for kicks and giggles. It was a stupid idea. I took a nap and everything and still I just want to curl up and sleep. So that’s what I’ll be doing if you need me. No thinking, just sleep.